Happy and sadness makes a day..: May 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
& reporting on // 5:38 AM &


Im fed up today when i return home from badminton.. i really cant understand... izzit natural for parents to not support their own kidz? izzit natural for all parents to blame their kidz even though the kidz is correct? IM PISS OFF!!! i was toking to my parents during my dinner and we tok about what happen in my school and u noe wat? they blame me in eveything that i complain to them... scold and scold nag and nag.... wa lao lor.. i don noe whether that place is my hotel or my home...if its home then why i don feel the sense of belonging at there? even though i will feel uncomfortable after long day at outside.. or izzit its a hotel that is there for me to sleep then go out and becos there is no one in the hotel to support me? haiz.. u guys don always think i like very happy go lucky guy... i tell u... i am actually a sensitive and emotional guy that will anyhow think de.. hehe... ok la.. enuff.. bye


Monday, May 29, 2006
& reporting on // 3:53 AM &


Haiz.. today i cant make myself say hi as usual... cos im very sad sad sad... alot of of things has been against mi for thees few days.. i really feel very fraustrated... u see like last week about the grouping and the ppl i have been saying about.. they really give mi alot of stress liao and then i cant really realeased out the stress other than to complain to my friends lor.. but u think i like to complain meh? i cannot take the stress ma so the only way is to complain ma.. haiz..

ok now tok about today... today my group also like everyone very emo because got people look down at my group by saying ' this team is the one who is resposible for all the 'd's ' Could anyone stand this comment? can u??? then also i am sooooo fed up with certain things that i today very emo emo emo... everything seems to attack mi today.. sorry to say but i feel like today i cannot have the chance to contribute in my team's work mainly becos of two reason... 1) my com is under formatting so i have to shift myself here and there to look after my com... 2) i don noe why but today my team is very wierd.. everyone don wanna listen to my ideas.. wateva i say they heck care... ok to make myself clear im not complaining now.. but that is really how i think lor... u all like think im not there and wateva i say is like *poof* dissappear into the thin air...then i really feel neglected and i don really wan to say anything la.. cos i don wan to c8 another prob... so i juz take it silently... ok... now straight to today de point... theres someone who has make mi damn angry about and i guess most ppl who are close to mi will noe... here, i would wan to say something.. i noe that playing game is important to u.. i understand.. butta even the world most nicest game u compare to a human being which is more important??? somemore im your friend.. i really treasure this friendship and try to contribute everything i can... but look what u have been doing? u did contribute.. but wats your motive at that time? izzit becos u were pulled to this friendship by me that u have to continue this friendship and so u contribute? or wat is your motive then? do u think i really like to be angry with u? i really cannot tahan liao ma.. so let mi juz be piss off awhile.. if that really offend u and might even affect our friendship, then i should say this.. sorry...


Overall.. i wan to apologise to my class for my emotional attitudes... sorry =(... and thank you for tolerating mi... thanks.. =)


Saturday, May 20, 2006
& reporting on // 7:33 AM &


Guys... very sorry for you all to wait for update... nowsaday very busy la... watching my handsome hubby and cute wife... hehe... ok la.. i going to say some secrets for u all ok? actually i don really like to work with some of the people in our class leh.. i oso don noe y... but i think they quite nice la... its juz tt i don really agree with their working attitude and style... understand? lol.... anyway two more days to my birthday!! yea... 17 liao... next yr i can marry liao... hehe... like YIN JONG SHU... hehe...onli some will noe hu she is...she is my wife lor ... AHHH!!!! ok la.. i show u the pic.. u wan to see the my hubby too? ok sure..





Handsome rite? cute rite? hehe... told ya.. The girl is call Yin Jong Shu..( real name is Han Zhi Hui) the guy is called Kuan Ho Jun ( real name is Lee Dong Gun) hehe both of them is korean people... haiz.. wish they are my friend.... ahhhhh


Monday, May 08, 2006
& reporting on // 3:01 AM &



This is the fun shot... Pang!



This is taken at 10 something in the night after ALOHA.



Today de lesson is communication!!! lol... the first two lesson i got c... so sad lor.. haiz.. nvertheless i today wan to improve myself and i think did it. cos im not nervous in presenting and i try to answer teacher de qns and i did contribute to the presentation and then i feel so accomplished sia... hehe... anyway as u can see my msn nick is " i don wan my friend to be sad... be happy always!" this is actually speacially for ky de.. but i also wan to covey this msg to all my friends.. hehe.. i don really wan anything happen to my friend.. i will try to help them in any way i can!!! ok cos he told mi something then say he will be very sad and he no mood to go eat then i was like haiz... then i force him to go buy things with mi and yea i did it... lol.. then after tt we went to eat lunch and disaster happen... cos i was eating salad fish and ky eating lemon chicken and melissa is eating pork chop... so i go try all their food.. i like to try different food... even if i eat b4 and its not wat i order... i will go try de.. hehe... and then cheryl and saf came with their mee soto then they got add one extra thing so i was curious wat is the thing then i go use my chopstick and try saf de.. but after i touch the thing then i realised my chopsticks got pork de... i was like sorry sorry and i wanted to help her peel off the place which got pork de but i make it even worst cos the thing sink into the soup so the whole thing she cannot eat... luckily cheryl change with her and i was very guilty and somemore johnson "scold" mi and tt ky oso say mi.. then i was feeling damn sad and guilty lor... then i was really blaming myself and i really wanted to run off and go home or wat.. cos i was really very guilty... then eveyone start to console mi saying nvm la.. its ok la... then i really cannot take it and the tears was forced to drip down my cheeks... i wasnt crying.. juz tt my guilty tears went rolling down onli...then after tt everything went back to normal... hehe...

Then after school i wanted to go back my school to collect my o lvl cert so i ask ky wan to accompany mi go and he agree... lol i tot he wouldnt... then we went to my school and realised tt he cant enter my schoolcos he not my school de.. so sad!!! and so guilty again... haiz.. then i decided to treat him eat ice cream to conpensate him ba.. hehe.. anyway i really want to thanks him.. =) DON BE SAD!!!






Sunday, May 07, 2006
& reporting on // 1:14 AM &



Haiz today so sianz... cos i hate weekends.. ok this is contradicting.. when im in sec school, i wish everyday is holiday, now i wish everyday have school.. i love poly life!!!! really!! anyway tonight going to yio chu kang eat dinner cos we celebrating advanced mother day... hehe... haiz... now 4 something in the sfternoon le.. very tired but cannot sleep... stupid.. later at 5 something going out liao.... *sob *sob... i try posting pictures here ok? hehe... yay... i can do it... haha this pictures is taken on the 2nd day of FOP... the venue is at the cwp de food court... haha ok la... nth to say liao.. yay tml schol liao!! woohoo... TGIM!!!


Friday, May 05, 2006
& reporting on // 11:10 AM &


Today hor... morning wake up at 5.45 leh... cos tt alan la... ask mi to accompany him to deyi sec which is his school cos today is npcc day ma... and so he wan mi to accopany him go lor... i ok de la... cos very long time nv go np le... so go take a look lor... then hor almost late for class and somemore raining quite heavy and the rad is having traffic jam so have to walk lor... then we walk the route nobody would walk de...the open way... lol then we get wet but not tt wet la... then after that we have lesson and tt thomas lee hor (my prob solving fac) stupid lor... go and scold mi say i kee toking to janis.. i where got lor.. i juz nice i juz next to her then i ask her my fingernails nice anot onli then he say we two keep toking... stupid... ok then we went to aloha thingy and its so boring lor... nth much and the 9 course meal i onli eat about 5 course? no i think not really la... haiz.. then we watch the concert... my group consist of ppl mostly from w15e de... one of them is solomon which is cherry de bf la.. then hor one more guy not sure izzit same class is ky de game mate ( they noe each other in game) ok.. say untill tt ky hor, his goup so pathetic... lol... haven dinner the whole group become onli 6 ppl... or so la... then when concert his group come join my group then we laugh and scream and tok together... haha... then i about 10.30 reach home... now blogging and going to bed le... ahhhh.. so hungry and tired... *yawn


Thursday, May 04, 2006
& reporting on // 6:58 AM &


u noe my class got one person hor... aiyo i cant stand him sia... haiz... he hor always scold mi de...somemore always bully mi one... scold mi vulgar de... hate him lor... and somemore tell mi he don wan to be lame.. yet hes so lam u cannot stand.... even mi...then hor i really hate him and wanted to kill him but cannot... cos i will go jail... if i capture him liao i will slap his face very hard de... ok... this person im toking is not alan.... he is.... KY!!! slap him punch him kick him untill he gong gong better... i really hate him u noe... always like tt de... scold mi in DotA... haiz...








Nah... juz kidding la.... he siao de lor.... lol... i nv hate him la... but hor the scolding part is true lor... i noe im stupid la... noob in DotA la..no need to scold untill like tt ma.... haiz... i purposely write like tt one cos he say he wan to find clue in my blog y i hate him....wahaha... lame rite? but i think he actually nice guy la... i anyhow say he own mi one chocolate then he really ask mi to take one,... wow... so sweet.... WAHAHA lame... duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... ok la... stop crapping around... oei.. u there... still own mi and cheryl kinder surprise hor.. and this is true de...


Tuesday, May 02, 2006
& reporting on // 10:45 PM &


ok.. it sounds really funny but its kinda straight from my heart... Alan who is in my class is a humourous person...hes good in everything all these... but i don noe y... he seems to be against with mi in almost everything... like for today, i was juz singing to myself then he throw his shoes at mi u noe!!! i cannot stand him lor.... i din even do anything to him b4... i somemore got help him in some ways like he don noe how to play wc3 and i don need to teach him one... but eventually i teach him without any rewards... but then he still treat mi like this... i was damn fed up u noe... made mi no mood today liao.... i really no mood today.... throw shoes at mi... who can stand it???


Monday, May 01, 2006
& reporting on // 11:51 PM &


Yoz... haiz... today got sore throat sia... so pian... haiz.. anyway later going to my SAS ALOHA thingy... think is briefing...hehe so looking forward to it... yea! lol... in my class got hui hui but she going to tennis training so not going to the briefing.. haiz... still got Saf, ky and johnson... the four of us going to sit together... yea! lol... anyway... today de topic of basic science sux lor... nth to research lor... so sianz... haiz... going to sleep liao and somemore my throat so pain.... *sob* *sob*...