Happy and sadness makes a day..: emo Elmo...
Monday, May 29, 2006
& reporting on // 3:53 AM &


Haiz.. today i cant make myself say hi as usual... cos im very sad sad sad... alot of of things has been against mi for thees few days.. i really feel very fraustrated... u see like last week about the grouping and the ppl i have been saying about.. they really give mi alot of stress liao and then i cant really realeased out the stress other than to complain to my friends lor.. but u think i like to complain meh? i cannot take the stress ma so the only way is to complain ma.. haiz..

ok now tok about today... today my group also like everyone very emo because got people look down at my group by saying ' this team is the one who is resposible for all the 'd's ' Could anyone stand this comment? can u??? then also i am sooooo fed up with certain things that i today very emo emo emo... everything seems to attack mi today.. sorry to say but i feel like today i cannot have the chance to contribute in my team's work mainly becos of two reason... 1) my com is under formatting so i have to shift myself here and there to look after my com... 2) i don noe why but today my team is very wierd.. everyone don wanna listen to my ideas.. wateva i say they heck care... ok to make myself clear im not complaining now.. but that is really how i think lor... u all like think im not there and wateva i say is like *poof* dissappear into the thin air...then i really feel neglected and i don really wan to say anything la.. cos i don wan to c8 another prob... so i juz take it silently... ok... now straight to today de point... theres someone who has make mi damn angry about and i guess most ppl who are close to mi will noe... here, i would wan to say something.. i noe that playing game is important to u.. i understand.. butta even the world most nicest game u compare to a human being which is more important??? somemore im your friend.. i really treasure this friendship and try to contribute everything i can... but look what u have been doing? u did contribute.. but wats your motive at that time? izzit becos u were pulled to this friendship by me that u have to continue this friendship and so u contribute? or wat is your motive then? do u think i really like to be angry with u? i really cannot tahan liao ma.. so let mi juz be piss off awhile.. if that really offend u and might even affect our friendship, then i should say this.. sorry...


Overall.. i wan to apologise to my class for my emotional attitudes... sorry =(... and thank you for tolerating mi... thanks.. =)