Happy and sadness makes a day..: Xiao hei...
Sunday, June 04, 2006
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This blog is dedicated to my first and ever hamster called xiao hei who have pass away on 26th of june 2005... He is the first and only touchable pet whom i got it since october 2004. He was still a small boy and i play with it.. laugh with it and sing with it... untill a certain period when im busy... thus i neglected it... letting it run on the wheel alone and eating the food individually... one day when it was sunday.. i found that my hamster eyes was swollen and i have seen it die with me own eyes and couldnt do anything but to cry over the spilled milk and sing Lao Shu Ai Da Mi to him... yesterday was still ok and tt night i don noe y but i cant sleep peacefully.... i think tt he is asking me to reduced his pain but i did not notice it.. i was so irresponsible and i really regret it.... and now it was gone have i regret it... i really hate myself and i am the one who has caused his death... he had no chance to see me take o level, no chance seeing me participating campus superstar, no chance to see me taking results, no chance to see me entering poly life stage, no chance to see my new hairstyles, no chance to hear me sing new songs... Xiao Hei.. i really sorry about that and i hope u have lived happily without me... i have caused tormented days to you... i really hope u would see this msg so that u noe im sorry to you...

P.S Xiao hei... u have create a memory in my life and this memory will be kept with me till i meet my grave... I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U !!