Happy and sadness makes a day..: September 2007
Sunday, September 30, 2007
& reporting on // 11:51 PM &


Im creative!

Hohohoho, so sorry i din blog. been damn busy recently. work, study, fluting, playing dota! keke..

okie so sat, i went working from 10 to 6, when jieying come and look for me and we eat dinner tgt, then we rush to woodlands and meet goldie, and then meet hafidz and jehni we go watch fifa and sulaiman de play. damn nice!

well, sunday nth much, went to eat casuarina curry de roti prata at upper thomson road, then went to my grandma house, then eat lunch then go home and i sleep. then go eat dinner with neighbour.

then mon. i come school, then laming around, eat breakfast with goldie jieying and emily. then go back do work on decomposition, learn about mummification and preservation, then play dota during second breakout. i got good news. I DREW DOTZ AKA CHENG XI DE FIRST BLOOD. wahahaha... im sooo happy cos he always BULLY me when he say he din. lier.

okie then, after sch, gonna make my spec. haha.. so excited. goldie accompanying me. yea. need her advise which is nice. hmmmm...

oh! my title? yea.. cos i find that hor, im sooo creative.

Nightmares starts to haunt, as people are getting taunt. Stop! don't cha let them daunt! For this might go on and on!

see.. this one sentence hor, i used less than 2 min to think. sounds logical and rhythm. nice.

now my nick is

It seems im a useless bum who is so poor and dumb. But then it seems promotive, that i am so creative!

~mickey left, la la la la~


Tuesday, September 25, 2007
& reporting on // 11:28 PM &


Mid Autumn Festival

Well, went out at night to play with my peeps. so meet up with ql to buy tibits but in the end went to my house and collect tibits. but dots. most of them are either expired or lose the cruchiness. so sian. then we reach there no one reach. then wb and cx reach, but cx got to go but left me, wb and ql. then cs came. then rz, then pj and lastly wy. once there is this 5 yr old kid very cute. he play with us and we play untill he don wan go home. i even have to chance to carry him. he let me.. lol.. anyway they wan to go mac eat but i chose not to.

why? cos, actually, i like to go out with them, but then i just feel that many of them often kana irritated by me. but what can i do other than talk and sing? so bo bian, i don wan to make everyone upset more so i say i wan to go home giving excuses that its late.. but but but, my mom just nice call me and scold me ask me to go home, so i tell them i need to go liao. and then i go home, and actually while i was alone, i feel very relax and comfortable. not that they not good, but they give me a inevitable stress which is not anyone's fault. haiz. but i will still go out with them. =]

~mickey left, tired of my life.~


Monday, September 24, 2007
& reporting on // 4:14 AM &


W56A

Lets see... my current class.. let me do some introduction then... lets seee, who should be the first one? oh! i think it should be...

Bullet train! i cant catch anything that he talk, damn fast.

Ah...chengxi AKA Mr vampire. Thats what i call him. Why? not sure why but once i saw him, he looks so vampiring to me. Red eyes, long hair, white face. only thing is lack of a cloak. haha. Dota mate to be. Oh, like to act cool, but then, very clever. fine. i admit he cleverer than me. anyway his name caught my attention because its the name of a guy in Star Idol.

Nasri. He so funny and lame. very thin. i think thinner than me. hahah. anyway shes jieying exclassmate. though she doesnt talk to him at all...

Sarmilla! i think she is the only classmate im close to now other than goldie and jieying. haha!

Aruna. can call her aru oso. she very clever sia. don pray pray.

Samantha! Tell u, everytime i saw her, i would think she reminds me of Faiznur sia. i don noe why but her action very alike. hmmmm...

Nanthini. Got her msn before i proceed to rp. through weblog. but well, never met her before untill now. i like her "Sure sure why not?" lol.. very funny.

Shakila. Zebra of the day. haha.. wearing black and white strips today.

Shin fang AKA Fanny. Her look hor, change the most! (1st runner up goes to Vampire and 2nd runner up goes to mei yun AKA jacy) wa piang. once u listen to her singing, u will lost control of yourself sia. i kana stunned by her many times liao. haha! (im so exaggerating). flute player as well!

Jap lucy. Mr vampire had kindly mislead me thinking that shes a japanese. However that is totally untrue. Shes a indonesian and it was because of her name Jap thats why vampire say she was japanese. Dota mate too. =]

Sarah. Very funny and very cute. cute as in not those baby cute or what. but the way she talk very cute. haha.

Diana. The first thing to remind me of her is to stick your tongue out. for shes the one say im zi high when i stick mine. don noe what struck me but i like to stick my tongue at her. lol. lame person potential.

Meiyun aka Jacy. Im poly actually. lol. She the first one who dare to hit me on the first day we know each other. tsk tsk tsk. have a potential to be my friend. haha!


Okie well, this are not alll but some of my classmates. sorry if i miss u out but im really tired and lazy liao. haha. internet is being shok shok.

~mickey left, lalalala, lalalala.~


Thursday, September 20, 2007
& reporting on // 6:36 PM &


Untitled

Well well well, yesterday was fun! watch evan almighty with Weiting and ah Rafe, nice! NOW WHO DARE TO SAY ITS NOT NICE COMEON! i gonna kick ya ass... =p:

anyway, weiting said something makes me damn high.. wan to know? buhahahahahaha! she said that last time theres this person( i refer him as wierdo) HE LIKE WEITING!!! wahahahah.. cant believe it.. omg omg.. wahahahaa... then after that, weiting oso tell me something i feel very very angry, sad and dissapointed. DO PEOPLE REALLY CHANGE? for good nvm.. but for bad? SHIT YOU!

then then then, i pray to guan yin pu sa this morning with all my sincere heart, and guess what? IT HAPPENS! just POOF! it happens.. omg omg omg.. im going to devote all my heart to her.. i really love her.. she very good to me since i was young.. =) love love love her alot.. thank you!!!

~mickey left, thank you!~


Monday, September 17, 2007
& reporting on // 5:53 PM &


Updates...

HAHAH.. first day, goldie already got conflict with someone in our class liao.. wahaha.. she very funny la.. but seriously.. that person very wierd.. and it seems to be soooo coincident that my class always got someone we don like.. even my parents oso don believe la... say i always say someone in the class everyone don like..

anyway today which is the second day, good start huh.. haha.. i say i play flute someone heard i play food.. haha..

poor hafidz.. guess he have no fixed places in school.. haiz.. who asked him gek siao la.. go change from ipbms to bms... haha!!!

OOOOO im sooooo looking forward to thurs.. going out with weiting and rafe to watch movie... wan to watch evans almighty.. but then might have no time slot.. how!!!!

~mickey left, feeling contridicting~


Monday, September 10, 2007
& reporting on // 8:56 AM &


Sad and Happy. Just like rainy and sunny.

My working place. got this colleague. he cheated me. kns one. he ordered ala carte means no rice no drink. then i don noe, and ask him if he got drinks he told me yes a regular rootbeer. so i auto upsize for him and give him. after that, he came and ask me for rice because he want more. so i ask samantha, the dishup. she stunned, same as me, and asked kenny the captain. he say give him ba so she gave. she then told me he ordered ala carte. so i was like.. wa.. got such people one. ala carte liao then take rice somemore ask for top up. then i realise. that means no drink as well! then why the fuck he ask for drinks? its not like we don noe how to be human. if he frankly say he don have and ask for it, we will give! but no, he cheated me. idiot shit.

then i complain to one of my colleague cum exclassmate and she was like.. haiz.. nv admit he cheated me, nor she was showing any sign of dissapointment. instead she was defending him. i was like.. fine. and she din even concentrate talking to me, not like im there talking for the past 1 hour. its only less than 15 min. fine lor.

fuck fuck fuck. stop all this idiot shit. lets talk about sunny, who gave me sun today.

WOOOHOOO!! three cheers to rp! Goldie and Jieying same class as me!! W56A!! wooo!! so harpy! love them!!

then i shall blog what i did on last fri. i went out with qiuling!!! simply love her. she save me from that boring day cuz we went to vivo and go window shopping, eating superdog, sharing drinks and burger, yummy! then we watch Hairspray!! wooohoo!! i cant wait to go out with her again! cuz we are going to watch Enchanted tgt again! we booked each other! yippe!! hehe =]

here are some picture we took..





~mickey left, Introducing, Rainy and Sunny~


Friday, September 07, 2007
& reporting on // 5:39 AM &


Fuck

You know, there are many reasons why i want to come out to work now. stop studying. do whateva i like and work. because, theres this main reason and motivation that pushes me.

IT IS OFFICIALLY MINE MONEY AND MINE CAREER! I CAN SIMPLY DO WHATEVA I WAN WITH THOSE MONEY!

Oh... please, tell me that being filial is a sin. please tell me buying a CDs that she wanted so much is a sin. oh no, please.. don tell me that im not in the wrong. for i am, well, always, in their eyes and brains and probably everyone's memories..

yea right.. telling me that its because of my dad's money that im stuggling through every month. telling me that after my money is gone, i will start to starve myself. telling me that when i starve to sickness then waste their money on doctors. well, then why don you guys do me good (and yours too) to just let me suffer and die off? i probably dies off more peacefully and no responsibility, no guilt. oh.. how i wish i just die now. I really think that living in this world is a torture to me. when what i wanted is people happy and entertained, they think im noisy, irritating.

please whateva god up there. please just take me away. i just wan to reborn as a stone. or let my soul be destroy. i wont regret. for i no longer felt belonged to this world, to this universe.

so long bye bye.

~mickey left. i don care~


Thursday, September 06, 2007
& reporting on // 5:06 AM &


The Cruise

KNS! blogger got something wrong. the whole day i cant upload pictures. everything upload this 5 then cannot le.. don noe what happen sia.. stupid sia.

Anyway, this few pictures is taken on the first day.

This is taken when we were moving through the tunnel towards the ship.

This is my room!

This is my room oso! taken from the opposite end.
This is my toilet!

This is the rooftop haha.

Well well, it was regretted that theres still more pictures coming up. and i will post them asap. Thats all folk! cya!

Anyway, i seriously think this story is very touching. written by a singapore writer. believe it or not, i cried. haha. i wan to buy the book sia. go this link. read it up!


~mickey left, where are you?~


Wednesday, September 05, 2007
& reporting on // 6:39 AM &


MUHAMMAD HAFIDZ B BAHARUDDIN

Wahaha.. wat a wierd title. You must be red face now right? please feel free to be feeling honoured. =]

anyway.. i just came back from Cruise on Superstar Virgo! it was an awesome trip. it went to Phuket, Thailand and Langkawi, Malaysia. Nice! the boat is unbelievable clean.. nice! lots of staff working there.. good attitude.. except tiny bits of them. lol. lots of phillipines, china, india staff. captain and a few is from sweden.

now now.. the rest of the detailed attached with photos will be broadcast tomorrow. For today, we will be turning to Mr Hafidz, 18, Malay, Muslim, Male. wahaha! MMM! wooo.. (im crazy)

now.. look at this picture.


And then this two.



he changed alot, din he? from boy boy to.... i couldnt find anything specific to describe him. haha. well, the most important thing is, haha! i got his photo!

LAME =.=

well.. we have come to the end. good night to everyone.

~mickey left, secret and secret~


Saturday, September 01, 2007
& reporting on // 6:06 AM &


The Chalet

guys! sorry for the late updates on the chalet. =]

Wed

Meet Jy, jeh ni and hong to ice skate! haha.. we meet on 11a.m at jurong mrt and then go the food court eat. there, hafidz arrived! haha.. he so act cool again. always the same. tsk tsk tsk. then after that we forced hafidz to skate again. hehe.. guess im the only one who always took hafidz's virgin away. the neoprint and now ice skating. wahaha. well, i tell you. if theres someone in this world who can master things the first time they did, im sure it would be hafidz. don you agree jy? =] he skate better than me la..idiot. kick his butt.

zaw arrive and wooo.. he teach hafidz more how to brake and hong how to skate. haha. my legs hurt. blue black and blisters. stupid.

jy have to go off at 3p.m so we skate untill 5p.m and then me, hafidz and jeh ni went off. cos i have to go flute lesson, so the two of them accompany me there. after the lesson, we went to jeh ni house and waited for jy to come. then we play para para dance. using hands, not legs.

9p.m. the four of us took cab to the chalet and alas. we reached. there were jing jing, emily, ting ting, edwin and so on.

played indian poker and unluckily, the cause of my pimple outbreak occur. Perhaps the kisser's mouth have lots of bacteria, which react to the sebum on my face. haiz.

we went out to take a walk at the park near the beach. emily cause my arm to be sweaty. haha. reached room around midnight or so. and then ting ting, jing jing, emily, jy and sue slept on the bed. sam, hafidz, me and jeh ni slept on the mattress on the floor. but me, jy and emily din sleep. we chat and gossip (actually i din) but before that, hafidz told me he cant sleep. so i say i will use my grandma method to make him sleep which is to pat him. so i patted and he complain the more he cant sleep. but i heck. i continue patting and he slept. at first i tot he have faking. so i purposely hit his butt and the back. so call "molest" him in front of jy and emily. we all laughed.

anyway morning came and me, hafidz and jy went strolling down the park we went last night. and we saw the sunrise. nice.. =]

went back and most of them went swimming while me and jy sleeping on the bed. but unluckily, people keep knocking loudly on the door, occassionally making me waking abruptly.

then hafidz, jing jing, ting ting and edwin went to wild wild wet. the rest of us play indian poker and i slept somemore. when i woke up, they came back and its time for bbq. after bbq, most of us did not stay back. we have different plan like some went back, some went out and etc. me, hafidz went to jy house sleep. arrive there and found parents sleeping. but that doesnt stop us from making lots of din. not really alot, but u can hear us laughing all the way. watch My Super Ex-girlfriend. and jy and hafidz almost fell asleep during the second half of the show. and it was i who urge them to off it and went to bed.

so we went to sleep and jy on her bed, i on a mattress and poor hafidz. he has to sleep on a sofa mattress. i patted him again but did not continue. haha. all of us slept and that stupid hafidz. snore like hell beside me. his nose very near my ear la. because he move himself to my left side of the mattress and i pity him. so i move myself to the far right side so he might move in to enjoy the mattress. haha. but abruptly again, the both of us woke up halfly and i asked him to move in. he wanted to, but when i helped him, strangly and wierdly, he move away, back on the sofa mattress. he is so lame.

went back when the time is 11 plus. jy went to raffles to meet friends. hafidz at first wanted to went to national library at bugis. but he changed his mind and say he want to go boon lay to eat ban mian. and then went to jurong de library. he is so strange. so i followed him to eat ban mian and then when we on the train, reaching jurong, he changed his mind again. he decided to went back home. oh.. btw. i knew one secret of him le. but i do not know whether hes telling the truth or not. since he lied to many people. =p but what i can say to jy, if the secret is true, is, i do not have to steal his ic again. haha!

now now now. i would like to share something i thought about.

According to some dramas, they exclaim love can be nutured. but to many of us, we believed it is very difficult to do so. however. i think im starting to believe it might be true.

anyway, im going on cruise from tml to wed. so i hope you people do not need me at this moment. but if its very urgently, you may try to sms me. thank you. =]

~mickey left, happy and fortunate, i like you~