Happy and sadness makes a day..
Saturday, November 03, 2007
& reporting on // 5:14 AM &


Im Lucky? Unlucky!

Have you tot of feeling unlucky to born in that family? Well, im sure everyone would have tot of that. U feel unlucky to born in that family because you have no money. U feel unlucky to born with silver spoon but no family love. U feel unlucky to born in that family because you are handicapped. Well, i can say, they are all LUCKIER than me. Yes yes, i agree that im lucky compared to people who is handicapped and been abandoned la, all these.. but.. im sure im one of the unlucky among the lucky. So what? no money? got love right? What no love? But still got money right? Handicapped? Got love ma, scare what. Me? Not much love, not much money, how i wish im handicapped, gosh.. should i envy those handicapped, on how much love the parents showered on him/her.

And and and... now, the person who contribute the stupid idiotic sperm to me, is blaming me why im born. yea yea.. i know how bad i am. i noe how irritating i am, i noe how complaining i am.. i noe how my attitude is.. so? DON GIVE BIRTH TO ME LA. why give birth to me, then think i can grow up and contribute or repay u, why give birth to me, when u eventually will regret, why give birth to me when my life is sooo much pathetic. why give birth to me why im in pain, in sorrow, in darkness, and who is trying to laugh his day off, trying to hide all the sorrowness, who trying to find the light. WHY!

Seriously, though i don noe whether i should hate or what..but i really wish that, one day, or mayb in some days later perhaps? the earlier the better la.. that, my father almost knock down by car, lucky i go save him, and been knock down instead.. then will lose alot of blood, and then halfway through the hospital, im reported dead. poof! isnt that a wonderful event to happen? benefit to me, benefit to my family, benefit to everyone who know me in this world. somemore i can die without suiciding. hello! im saving someone out there, cant you see? oh oh oh! one more thing, then i can save so many people because my organs might be useable.. shiok huh? one stone kill erm... 1, 2, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6! 6 birds! seriously, thats a great deal. hmmm.. sounds so tempting and attracting.

~mickey left, begone!~