Happy and sadness makes a day..
Thursday, March 27, 2008
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becos im really bored staying at home, and given that im broke untill i cant go out, i watched one litres of tears again.

yes yes, that show, unbelievably touching, always nv fail to make my heart ached and cry.

I have a little reflection to share with everyone.

Dear readers,

I suppose after watching this show, i would really wan to be a researcher to find a cure for this SCD (Spinocerebellar Degeneration). I want to prove to be useful by spending my life coming a cure for this incurable disease. But as it says, words speaks softer than action, i don noe if i have this determination and ability to do this.

I just don get it, is being disabled a shameful thing? Is having a disabled friend or family member very shameful? Why? Why do you even need to feel like that? Actually, i always tell myself, if one day i have a friend whos disabled, i must not leave him/her behind. I will always stand by him/her and be his/her best friend. Instead of feeling shameful, i might feel proud to have such friend. Why? Oh, cos you see, its not easy to get yourself a friend whos willing to face their tragedy life, whos gathering all the courage to live on, to ignore all negative and welcome all positive.

Come on, lending a hand isnt that difficult. Even if the whole day you have to run here and there to help them, i will be very very glad to do so. Because, i love the feeling when you did something good, you feel accomplished. Don you love it? ^^

The end.

Hehe.. thats really how i feel. Don say im just say say nv do anything. Let me tell you something.

Once i was introduced to do some volunteering work which is to take the handicapped people to chinatown to shop and spent their time there. Well, i was enjoying my day with them the whole day. Yes, i felt the difficult in taking care of them, but as long as you are happy, whats there to be difficult of? I am appointed to take care of one ah ma whos leg is defected. And also i was given a partner who are as cheerful as me. So that ahma was very happy because me and her always joke and talk and play with the ah ma. And you know what, we were given 10 bucks to eat, shop or get a massage for them. Nice right? what we did to her is, we asked what she want, she told us she want to buy a pair of shoes. So we went to some shoe shop and try those shoes on her and ask whether she like or not. She was quite fussy.. good right? means she normal what! Then we eventually got a shoe she like however the price was like more than 10, so we explained to the shop assistant and she say she will give discount. But after discount, its still abit more than 10 so we forked out a bit and pay to buy that shoe.. SHE WAS SOOO HAPPY U NOE. ^^ felt accomplished lor.

I wonder how she is now, kinda miss her, cos her name very special.. angmo angmo name like tt.. if im not wrong she say she is mixed blood. nice right. oo, anyway that day i was spotted by my mom de bro, then he praise me sia.. LOL.. din anticipated that. ^^

okie.. cya.. tml CLASS BBQ! so excited. morning go feeding with jieying, then she come my house watch movie liao, we went to buy bbq things with lucy. YEA YEA!