Happy and sadness makes a day..
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
& reporting on // 6:35 AM &


BOOO!

DAMN LOUSY!

BOOOOO!!!!

TOTALLY SUCKS!!

Well, i joined the band tune in session today. It totally sucks for me, but, i did "learn"... okie fine, at least, i got some experience how a band feels like to play in. Better than a mountain turtle i was previously in the morning. ^^

Read my story, and u noe why it sucks.

So i meet goldie to have our early dinner at 5. Then me, goldie, vanessa and vanessa friend lester went to the TRCC where everyone is waiting already. So we got inside, and theres a bit of briefing about what we going to do today. So since theres much people came, we are divided into two groups where, first group played Merry Widow and the second group played 7th Night of July. So we went out with our Section leader and this is the convo..

SL: okie, so, how many of u played band in sec sch?
(some raise hands, almost all..)
SL: and how many played in pri sch?
(some raise hand oso)
SL: How many taking grades from outside?
(no one raise. not even me.. cos i tot she meant "got grade ALREADY")
SL: how many played 1st flute?
(some raise hand)
SL: how many played 2nd flute?
(some raise hand)
SL: okie, heres my plan, those who played 1st flute stand on my left, those 2nd stand on my right.
(all shuffle, EXCEPT me....)
SL: erm, you....
Me: i nv played in a band before... -.-
SL: oh, okie.. well, mayb you join the 1st flute then..
Me: orh..

So then, im the 1st flute, second piece which is the 7th Night of July. I cant even read properly the notes lor.. very idiot.. i so stupid.. haiz..

then lalalala.. finally our turn to play.. oh ya.. forgot to say.. theres a part where 1st flute has a solo part.. me and one malay girl (who happen to be my flute teacher's student oso.. lol..) were deciding who playing it.. of course, i deny like hell.. and she has to play.. AH HA.. okie so..

we played and it was like.. OMG! wth! i practised that four note soo hard.. in the end, it went past without my acknowledgment lor.. idiot one.. i tot it will be like.. DA. DA. DA. DA.. in the end its.. DDDD (note: its really fast.. like just one short whistle..) playing four notes in one second u think fast anot?

then the whole song, i manage to play... few notes.. AHHAHAHAHA.. so an analogy.. out of 10 notes, i MIGHT have a 30% to play 1/10... get it? ^^

okie.. nothing much to say le.. only noe.. these few days got interview and audition.. i think.. i have 0.1% chance to get in.. cos.. i think the conductor noe i nv play at all... only pretend only.. =((( then somemore i keep paranoi-ing that people behind me keep gossiping and laughing at me because i anyhow play.. haiz!

nvm!! i will from now train hard then in the end i can join UNIVERSITY BAND! HA!

PS: Thanks goldie for her patience and resources.. haha!