& reporting on // 5:51 AM &

Im proud to announce, Disney 6 Princess is now formed! Everyone please support them thank you!

And of course, im not doing this for free. Im, erhem, their manager, Mr Mickey Mouse!

Princess Aurora, Sleeping Beauty : Diana
Belle, Beauty and the Beast: Qian Wen
Cinderella: Jovina
Snow White: Karen
Ariel, The little mermaid: Meiyun
Jasmine, Aladdin: Jia

die sia.. tml got flute lesson, im dying soon, my tongue seems to be having some phobia thingy.. everytime high note or even normal note i will stutter la.. i don wan it! im trying my best, but i cant help it.. HELP!!

& reporting on // 8:28 AM &

I DON NEED A ***** ****

& reporting on // 9:11 AM &

19 year old le.

Yet i think this is the happiest birthday i celebrated.

Can say i celebrated 4 times.

1) 21st with my sis to korean restaurant in Novena. Pictures are below.
2) 22nd celebrated together with karen from most of E56J and friends.
3) 22nd night with my dad and mom at sun plaza (sembawang) Mos burger. Simple yet nice.
4) 23rd, at guang ming, with crazy lucy gangs.

So i really really want to thanks everyone for:

1) Their wishes
2) Remebering me
3) Regarding me
4) celebrating with me
5) Their time
6) Presents
7) Effort!


Tot this was whose birthday gift for me, in the end is not. but its very coicident. cos its placed nicely on my table, and all the ticket is on 22th may. Sounds very interesting as a bdae gift right? I split half with my twins. Should share with her. I still owe her a present. shall give her soon. ^^



Today after school, went to yoshinoya have dinner, then set off to amk. On the way we crap lots of things. Playing phrases chain and some chinese word chain. Then goldie parted at amk hub where we took 24 to Guang Ming. On the way, played more chain game such as catergory, alphabets and even rymthms! lame right.

After Jie ying and Jack reach GM, they started what they have prepared for some time. Me and Vanessa de birthday celebration. We had coffee and walnut cake, after which is suggested by sylvia, the K box session where she brought some disc for me and vanessa to sing. We all had fun singing together and even that ACBC guy Mr Yang Cheng Xi oso sing! look!



Saw it? haha. he sing though monotonely, but its fun to have everyone participating in it.
really sang untill my voice gone. After that, its time to balek kampong. so they start to give vanessa her present and card, while they only give me a card, claiming they have no money to buy present for me. well, since i already saw something, i replied, oh, its okie. i don mind. lol.. thanks ar.. cute card. ^^ i mean, really la.. but its obvious they hiding something ma. somemore say no money which is ridiculous. if they say no time i would believe. lol.. but its okie. the present i will not post now. wait till i gather all my presents of the year then i publish it. ^^

So for today, i wan to thanks

1) Lucy for making all these possible
2) Luki for helping and creating this party
3) Leng leng for joining in the fun and enjoying it
4) Sylvia for the arrangment and the kbox session which surprises me.
5) Siying for collaborating with them to make this possible
6) Jieying for making time for this and sing together
7) Jack for coming and tagging along, enjoying the fun we had together
8) Goldie for involving in this though she cannot make it today
9) Last but not least, our ACBC guy. I heard he contribute the most in my gift from all of them. Not sure if its true, but, thanks!

All of them still so lame. say what the gift is a love from him, he wrap one which is extraordinary thing to do, he wrap all his love for me, the wrapping papper is lovely mouse, and say he put so much effort in this gift. so lame can? and even he say the plastic bag is very difficult to get because you have to spend at least 100 bucks to get the plastic bag. don noe to believe or not. LOL. from spade one. This birthday gift is just the thing for what i want!!! very coincident.

10) One special thanks to someone for helping mr cheng xi to wrap the present ^^ (you know, i know)

okie so, on the 21st, went korean restaurant with my sis, who will be treating me dinner as bdae celebration.


This is the chopstick and spoon i used. Metals. NICE

This is a beef Bi Bim Bab for my sis. Actually i don really like the smell

This is my Spicy Chicken Bi Bim Bab. NICE. love it.

This is the korean spicy rice cake.. DAMN NICE CAN! bugis one is nice.. but this one more nice! the texture of it is like, gosh, u are in heaven already la!

This is Kimchi and the anchovies. nice. $1 each. shiook! best dinner for birthday ever. its my dream restaurant to have.

so to conclude everything. THANKS EVERYONE! LOVE YOU ALL LOADS.
I wish i can still celebrate my birthday with all of you people, including my twins Karen Chua. Its hard to find a person who born on the same day as you and to celebrate together. promise huh miss snow white! ^^

PS: Thanks mr Ying Jun for making the trip to cwp to buy the cake. Din even realised you are gone lor. wierd. still wondering how come got cake there. and its nice to see you putting so much effort in the party. haha. ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!

& reporting on // 6:15 AM &

First of all, let me thanks everyone!!! people who understand what im talking about will be those im thanking. ^^

okie well, let me do another thing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN CHUA AKA TWINS!!

^^ shes my twins.. cos.. we are born on the same day!

its soooo de fun and exciting to celebrate a birthday together..


This is Karen Chua and me! We are truly singaporean okie!

Anyway its funny.. we got the same birthday, the shirt im wearing she has one too, and and and, she wore it yesterday.. what a pity. if not its tooo coincident le.. then, many say we look like newly wed couple cutting the cakes and blowing the candles together.. damn funny k.. and that lucy peher, she even innovatively think that when we deciding the marriage, karen wans chinese wedding and i wan western, so after arguing, in the end, we wear the colour we wan. got it?

okie now, its the thank you list. Its not really in order.. ^^

Sariza - first person to wish me happy birthday!
Ling Ling
Hong Hwee - old friend! ^^
Beeping - oso old friend!
Rong qian - still old friend
Chew hua - very old friend! mommy!
Kwee mei - though forget but, still a good friend!
Izzatee - friendster wishes. thanks!
E56J - not all, but most ^^ thanks for the cake!
Emily eng - skinny friend!

Special thanks
Goldie - though nv come school, but wishes me lots of time.. haha.. back heal fast!
Jieying - oso nv come school, but thanks also! ^^
Lucy - though she doesnt seems to be doing anything, but still thanks to her..^vv^
Siying - the same thing.. thanks
Sylvia - also same.. don u think it sounds fishy? cos cat out of the bag le ma.. LOL jk.

Disney 5 princess!
Qian Wen - Belle, beauty and the beast.
Jovina - Cinderella
Karen - Snow White
Diana - Aurora, Sleeping Beauty
Meiyun, Jacy - Ariel, Little Mermaid.

Thanks to the 5 of them for the present and the surprise i had. ^^

Happiest bdae i had in poly life. thanks to all!

IM SO SORRY IF I NV MENTION YOUR NAME HERE.. THAT DOESNT MEAN I FORGOT YOUR PRESENCE. I WILL REMEMBER ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WALK PAST MY LIFE. SERIOUS.

& reporting on // 8:33 AM &

As tagged TWICE by our dearest Miss "Ni jiu shi wo de weiyi!" i spent my night doing this. to repay her "love" ^^

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
Cant imagine.. cos no lover XD

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be a musician, microbiologist and many more!

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
A simple yet memorable. confirm!

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yes.. very.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
gentle, understand me, wont quarrel with me, let me feel guilty using clever tactics. yea!

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
must see who is the target. but if its someone that matchs your ideal lover, been love is more blessing.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i don mind waiting long but before we cannot give birth. mayb let say, at most 30?

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wait for him/her to break up?
i don care. i just wait for another or, till she break off. same as yiyi, i will believe in whats yours is yours.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes. my life, me.

#10 What do you want most in life?
able to survive and support a family. im a family guy man. haha!

#11 Is being tagged fun?
can say so. when not busy la.

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i see myself as a father already. WAHAHA

#13 Who is currently the most important person/people to you?
actually everyone. but. i confirm not important to ANYONE. ^^

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
crazy woodbridge tenant.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
i don wan to choose. can i say, married but average salary?

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
wake up!

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
i will do my best.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depend on the situation and factors like, which is more practical, which one like you the most, suits and such.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
have great sense of humour, big-hearted, not very sarcastic one,
willing to teach patiently, not those backstabbers betrayers. :)) (yiyi's answer but i totally agree with it)

#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
laugh lor. if prank is toooo much, i will sincerely apologise. :) (yiyi's answer oso, and its true. thats what i will do.)

8 person I have tagged :
Goldie
Roy
Karen aka twins
Emily
Qianwen
Yusong
Esther
Hong


1) What will i be focused on most of the time ?
nothing. except learning.

2) What do you want the most now ?
my wish list to be granted. oh, get driving license and get a distinction in my flute test!

3) Who is the person you trust most ?
no one? =p i don even trust myself. sorry arz.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence ?
haha.. of course no. 40%

5) Do you want to score well in all your test ?
erm.. is that a question or a fact?

6) Do you believe seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
of course, due to scientifically explanation, it is highly a chance to happen at that period of time.

7) What is your goal for this year ?
GPA 3.5!

8) 5 things i like the most?
-ONE PIECE!
-Flute
-Violin
-Piano
-driving

9) What feeling do you like the most?
sleeping

10) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
as said previous tags.

11) What feeling do you hate most ?
too much. undescribable.

12) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of course not all. difficult to manage.

13) Do you believe in truelove ?
yup.

14) What do you think is most important of your life ?
i don noe..

15) Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
Family & friends. that is of course

16) Who is your bestfriend ?
Those who care sincerely for me, able to accept who i am, do not tease me when i don like it.

17) Who cares for you the most ?
haha.. i bet no one!

18) Do you want that special someone of yours to be by your side now ?
yup yup. of course. im so lonely now. sad.. where are u my dear!!

19) Who makes you smile when you are down ?
Some friends who know when im sad.

20) If god allowed you to have one and only wish, and its definItely going to be fulfilled, what will it be ?
That would be to have infinite wishes that can be fulfilled. HAHA!

TAG 8 PEOPLE!
Goldie
Roy
Karen aka twins
Emily
Qianwen
Yusong
Esther
Hong

& reporting on // 5:46 AM &

Hi everyone. For those who have seen my last post, please forget it. I have deleted it. Because, its just a shell only. no meaning in it. Whateva i said in that post, its useless already. because it has not been carried out. im not angry. im sad. im dissapointed. but well, i don blame anyone liao. ^^

i really got nothing to say anymore. im not emo at first.. and people start to think i am. seriously. im not. but well, if you still think im emo, you are right now. i am.

im starting to worry about something. i don noe how to anticipate it.

im utterly stress now. im tired.

& reporting on // 4:56 AM &

I think i got a new idol.

Chris Brown.

i was totally awes by his songs because of his dancing and his voice.. it rocks man.

cya! ciao..

going to be alone.. all alone on that day. parents going to austalia.. sis working.. im all alone that day.

how sad?

>.<

& reporting on // 10:39 AM &

8 more days... =]

& reporting on // 3:45 AM &

Shet!

today the model thing.

Managed to get sylvia and jinye aka lao zhang to go with me.

Then we actually went for the afternoon shift. but haiz. due to the queue, (im number 63, lao zhang 64, sylvy 65) we have to wait untill 2 plus which we cannot. cos 2 have to present le. so we went back to say wan to presrnt first then come out to model. but in the end, lao zhang don wan pon class, so i meeting sylvy.

the stupid thing is, my stupid teacher don allow me to present first, okie nvm.. but then the presentation he tok so much.. then cause me to be late, when i finally went down, everyone has left. no one is there lor.

then me and sylvy went to look if theres anyone there. then found this uncle. haha. he so funny. he tok to us then we chatted for around half hour, then he actually given me a lot of confident.

he say he looking for people whos

1)Tall (i got it!)
2) Fair (well, he say, if bo bian my skin colour is alright)
3) Willing to cut and color hair (of course im willing!)
4) Able to make it for every meeting (well, i make sure die die i can)

so.. i fulfiled most right? but he mention "advises" to me like, eh young man, wear contact lens la, where got hair model wear spectacles one? and also hor, wan be model, go get fit la.

and and and.. its 4.45. me, lao zhang (since its 4.45, he can make it) and sylvy went to the audition. things we need to do..

1) Walk from one end to the other
2) Take photograph
3) Answer questions from them.

so i walked. and i tell u. nv in my life so embarrassed. i walk like some kind of new alien who wants to invade the earth like tt. paranoid or not, i heard giggling everywhere. stupid lor.

then take photograph. first, put a pose take. Second, take our name and take. (i was shaking terribly) third, take picture while facing left and right.

interview time.

Woman(hair) asked

1) Have any experience? (oh no.)
2) Willing to cut short or color hair even punky hair? (yup)
3) Have done anything to your hair other than color? (noop)
4) Can i touch your hair? (oh okie)

and what i saw, my hair is medium for texture (fine or coarse), WAVY hair (stupid. straight! i wan straight!) and other thing is okie.

Man(rules) (the one we tok to just now)

1) So you can come for all the dates mention here? (yes)
2) Can you take your specs out? (oh, okok)
3) Okie so we will mention the shortlisted people on the 15th this month. (uhm. okie)

Thats all. Thank you! =]

and thats all. i went back to my friends and they were like.. (aiyo, seriously, you cant walk la..) then i was like, okie fine.. experience lor.. forget it. its all gone.. fly away~

Tml got chalet with my beloved ex classmates! miss the fun we had together. Cheryl, Joyci. Ah. cant wait. then i borrowed school laptop home so tml i can no need bring my own one, so after using return them lor.

okie thats it. =((((

& reporting on // 8:39 AM &

Fuck

Again...

I cant sleep now.

Due to the stupid stomach.

Bloated with air. Causing so much pain and agony.

Keep going to toilet to urine. argh!

Hate tonight.

shet man.

& reporting on // 3:34 AM &

Fuck.

I got stutters.

Not in speech.

But when playing flute.

And its not mild.

Neither is it doing good to me.

I wanted to practise today.

But i cant play well.

I stammer EVERY single starting notes.

It takes me a great deal, just to play one note, or mayb not even one note.

HOW! SHET la.

can anyone enlighten me?

Please don tell me its a psychological problem.

Because, its obvious. I need a solution.

HELP!

& reporting on // 10:36 PM &

now in schooll..

im sooo tired and sicked! argh!

i wan to go home and rest now..

i thinking of telling my teacher im going home early to rest..

anyway this few days working damn funny.. got lots of wierd wierd things happen.. lol.. including one small boy who anyhow hit my butt while i was memorising the price of frames.. he hit le then run away.. another is, 3 boys from thailand.. then i ask one of them, he was surprise and ask how i noe, so i say im clever.. he say expert sia.. then i was like.. lol.. cos i saw one of their names.. don noe what tikiapom or something.. then a younger one shout " u gangster right?" then keep shouting im gangster.. =((

okok.. im totally shagged. bye bye...

& reporting on // 7:27 AM &

shet man.. why blogger so lousy one.. cant even put one song.. a proper song.

1) imeem, cant even play as it says.. AUTO START!
2) iwebmusic, HELLO! CAN U HEAR A THING?

i even went to find the code for music to put in blogs.. and then.. this stupid website which allows music hosting.. Supload.com or somthing.. says can upload music file in format such as, .wav, .midi, .mp2, .mp3, .ram, .wma, .m4a, .mp4. Then since the code for music can only use midi and mp3, so i go change my desired song from wma to mp3.. in the end.. that Supload.com keep saying i use wrong format.. when.. IM USING MP3 FORMAT LA! so irritated with them..

was thinking if i should change websites.. mayb.. wretch? sounds nice.. but i don noe if they have customize skins or not.. =((