Happy and sadness makes a day..
Thursday, July 24, 2008
& reporting on // 3:00 AM &



Haiz.. i feel upset when i realized how much people hate me or dislike. I always tot people are satisfy with me, even subconsciously being a clown, i din mind that much. But in the end, im still feeling disappointed because im always the last one in their favourite list. Sometimes im really tired of being myself. Having to be cheerful and active, people start to take me for granted by riding over my kindness and helpfulness.

Fine, i was angry with Cx, Sy and Syl. And then when i got the whole picture, i was angry too with Lu. Why? For my number was given to STRANGERS. And why my number? Because they tot im gentle, im a sick cat. A sick cat will never be a tiger, thats what they think. But well, too bad for them, the sick cat indeed became a tiger. And they think its funny. Joke can be played among one another. But not to the extend of a 3rd party. Yes, thats what my principles are. So though i forgive them this time, my heart's wound left a scar liao.

Oh, please do not pity me. For my bag became a rubbish bin.

Sounds rhythm? So what? Indeed one of my bag's pocket became a rubbish bin. Just forgot to clip it shut, loads of paper trash is found. Dumb ass. All receipts and ATM receipts. Aren't these people's no brain? Lucky for them, i ain't no hacker.


Enough of dumb crap. I went cutting hair myself. Yes. independently. Though i went through lots of rejected request. LOL.

Oh oh, i HOPE i can get into NTU. Sounds straight forward to my goal in future. And if i have the chance, i would love to go for an exchange program. Of course, none other than Korea shall i go. ^^