Happy and sadness makes a day..
Thursday, September 18, 2008
& reporting on // 4:57 AM &


People always say, Parents are people who been through what you are going through right now. But hey, are they too old already and too muddle head that they ACTUALLY forgot what a teenagers life about? That teens yearns for more freedom the more they are constraint? That teenagers is the state where rebellious side is blooming?

I really don get it. I know they are doing it for the sake of us, but cant they just understand that, we need some space and freedom rather than we are like robots, needed to be wind every now and then? Come on, im already 19, not some 3 years old kids who doesnt know time and only think of playing. I know my time, i know when to sleep and when to eat. I have my own thinking, is it difficult to have my own thinking to make up their mind?

Come, lets review some situation. Kid A, is been caged for long long time. Its very NATURAL that kid A will desire to get freedom. Once that kid is able to break free, NATURALLY, the kid will run as far as possible before he got caught again.

Kid B. Was neglected alot. And when see people having happy family, he will think why he doesnt experience that. And so, naturally he will yearn for care and concern from the family, which makes him stick as close to them as possible in order to get them notice.

So people think. Which of the situation does the parents want? Of course Kid B right? I mean the outcome. Parents DO want us children to stick to them as close. But they often uses the wrong method to do so, which lead to the outcome of Kid A. And im trying to hint and brought out this issue to my own parents, which was FIERCELY AND STUBBORNLY rejected by my father. I wonder one day, will they regreted doing so.

And sorry, no offend to anybody, since im in no good mood, my tone might not be friendly as well.

Define good grade.

A) A grade that is generally above average. (for example, above passing mark)
B) A grade you deserve.

Same as FYP. The grade you get, obviously you want the grade you deserve rather than the grade that PEOPLE THINK IS GOOD. You might get B, which is consider good grade, but hey, for all you have done, and yet got a B, do you think its reasonable? Yea, it could have been worst if you got C, but, it isnt about thinking the worst, but its about what you deserve. you cant just compare things like this. And being so, you cant compare yours with mine and say oh, since i got C, i think you get B is enough liao. Thats crap okie. You cant get B doesnt mean i cant get B. And i can say that i am not against my conscience to say this. If i did not do well that day, and i got C, fine. Thats what i deserve. And if im a person who think i deserve A even though i don in actual, i would have already complain loads of times since year 1 then. But no. i don.

People got unfair grades, i can help. i mean why not, friends ma. BUT, being so, doesnt mean i must be pulled down and compared and then saying i don deserve this and that or DETERMINING WHICH GRADE I SHOULD BE HAPPY ABOUT.

THANK YOU.

Sorry folks. been moody. Treat im farting.