Happy and sadness makes a day..
Sunday, December 28, 2008
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yea.. just quarrel with a sec friend.. basically im at fault.. but well.. i apologized. i tried to "salvage" but i don even noe how it is now.. so let nature take its course.. im not going to do anything more.. im becoming from guilty to neutral now.. =]]

as i said.. im trying my best to be a good friend to everyone.. but its very difficult to satisfy both myself and my friends. Sometimes, i just think that, i should actually deserve to be making myself happy first before making others happy and myself sad, upset. Compromising is like balancing on a board. u need both force from each end to make it balance. But without one end's, its over. and it is a very tedious and tiring thing to do.

ANYWAY..

tml im going to med checkup! im quite excited about it.. haha.. cos it sounds "fun"..

hmmm.. i just bought alot of comics from kinokuniya yesterday. 5 books of one piece collection books, plus two of the new show, ponyo on the cliff by the sea. at least i got something to be busy about.. muahhahaa..

and yes! im going to be a new me in a few days time i hope? CANT WAIT!!