Happy and sadness makes a day..: Surprise! (An unlucky night for me)
Friday, June 05, 2009
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Just back from the birthday surprise/gathering for goldie!

Our surprise is quite success untill the stupid waitress who came to our table and ask "Are you all ready to eat the cake?" is like.. WTH?

14 people gathered.

Seika
GimYee
Vanessa
Kenneth
Hannah
XinLing(?) AKA Jack
Siying
Jieying
Vanessa
Tingting
Luis
Goldie
Alan
ME!

Had dinner at Din Tai Fung where our goldie loves the xiao long bao.
Had the NOT SURPRISED cheesecake at esplanade top floor, the open space there.
Present time! haha. I just love the ambience up there.

Anyway the american cheesecake from Prima Deli was delicious. People who love cheese, cheesecake should love this. Because i love it!

What a unlucky night i had.

When i came home, at my doorstep. I began searching for my keys, to my dismay, i found none. My phone? No batt. Its 11.45p.m in the night, people are all mostly sleeping. What i can do is only to bang on the door, as loud as i can, as soft as i can. Loud enough to be heard by any one, soft enough not to wake up the two other people. After that, finally my dad to my rescue. I went straight to bath and guess what. My phone (which is now charging) DE ALARM WENT OFF, which is quite loud, and im bathing halfway la! I had to just rush out, water dripping, and i almost slip, to off it and get back to bath. Then when i about to return, i kick my leg onto something. So suay.





I felt so happy and relieved. Because i just reconciled with my good friend. I had not been in contact with her for about half a year or so. This afternoon, i pluck up my courage to apologize to her, who accepted it willingly and once again, we were back to friends as normal, which i feel touched. I was really liberated and elated. I wasn't friend enough to lend my shoulder to a crying soul. How bad can it be? Im really trying to make Geum JanDi as my role model, who uses her sincere heart to help people, care for them, selflessness giving away and to protect and be there for her friends. I need to learn all those. That is my philosophy of my life, that i believe it is.

HOWEVER, due to a choice made, to satisfy myself, i upset another friend. She was at no fault to be blamed. It was me. I was not a friend enough to accompany her home.

I really felt helpless. Because everytime, i wanted to do something for the sake of myself, i accidentally, unintentionally, hurt or upset another person. I really don wan it. I hate it. But im also a human. I cant be living just to satisfy everyone's need. But, now i tell myself. I shall try my very best. To think for others before i do something.

MICKEY TAN MIN KAI

JIA YOU!